Wednesday, August 21, 2019

For My Sister Kim, February 18, 1960 - August 21, 2016


Afternoon Delight
 (for Kim)

When we were young, my sister Kimberly loved
Mrs. Strohschein’s pansies too…
And the big Magnolia tree in the front yard
And the swing off to the west side of the house
And the mimosa tree in the back yard,
Where you could sit in the bowl of the tree and twirl bright pink puffy mimosa flowers and tickle your nose.

I loved all of that too, and
Stripping the mimosa leaves off their stems,
Feeling the skeleton of the leaf and the bump, bump, bump of tiny little green leaves popping off, one by one
And sitting in the Lancaster’s tree next door and twirling mimosa flowers in my nose, and dreaming of the day I would rule the world with love and be free to roam wherever I pleased,

Especially through the bamboo forest between our house and the Andrews’
And into the tiny windows at the base of the Southwestern Bell building across the street, where the men came and went every day in their big mysterious trucks with all the tools and ladders and ropes,
And under our house, crawling in the vast expanse of cool, dark earth
And playing in the church’s gravel parking lots, next door and across the street, right after it had rained,
When the dirt smelled so fresh and rich and new, that we could feel the universe in every particle and see our history in every trace of sea creatures across the tiny pebbles.

We would walk through the live-oak and crepe myrtle lined streets,
Twirling mimosa flowers in our slender, young fingers,
Sucking sweet tender honeysuckle flowers through our teeth,
Singing childhood rhymes, church hymns of love to God, and pop songs of desire—they were all afternoon delight,
As we played games of make-believe and fun and chattered gaily among ourselves, like little birds. 

“His eye is on the sparrow, and I know he watches over me.”

The whole world sang to us and through us, and it was all love.


Tuesday, August 20, 2019

Late Sunday Afternoon On the Beach

Late Sunday afternoon on the beach
Blue skies
Light breeze
Warm for Southern California water
Families set up with shade, food, toys
All kinds of people in the water boogie boarding, swimming, playing in waves

And further up the beach from the crowds, these sightings:

A tiny little spiky-haired boy with blue floaters on his arms and waist, who moves as if he just learned to run, darting in and out of the surf, laughing and screaming with delight, surprise, and excitement at each lap of the waves, and running circles around his slightly bigger but still tiny sister who is sitting on the beach at the edge of the water in a muddy spot, her back turned away from the ocean, plopped down and unmoving, in her red and yellow and blue jumpsuit, a blank look on her face, her hair matted around her face.  Their older brother stands slightly back, watching with concern for both, looking for any sign that he might need to jump in, moving hesitantly around his little brother, like a lifeguard.  Two young women in their 20s stand fully clothed in the middle of the scene, arms folded, no particular expression on their faces, softly chatting to each other.

About 10 feet away, a gray and white seagull with a wet black sock in its beak, struggles along the sand for several minutes to carry the sock out to the ocean, and almost makes it--got the sock into the surf, which then took the sock from the bird and deposited it back on the sand as it receded.  The seagull picked up the sock again, trying for a few more seconds to drag it back to the water, but dropped it several times, and unlike Sisyphus, eventually left it where it dropped on the sand and walked on without looking back.

And then this carefully constructed creation, another 10 feet or so away and further up from the surf: